Rough Week

Man my friends, its been a difficult week. Monday I spent this beautiful morning with the Lord in worship, journaling, and worship. I was like okay lets hit this week hard and start out just soaking in the word and worship. Tuesday I just woke up in this funk and it lasted all day. I had a migraine that lasted from Wednesday until today. I spent Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday in bed. Today at church I asked a friend who is our prayer leader for some prayer. About 30 seconds in she asked if I had was thinking discouraging thoughts this week and I said yes. We then pulled in another friend so that we could do some healing prayer and man oh man that was exactly what I needed. The thoughts that had been plaguing me this week that I wasn’t good enough, that I didn’t have friends, not to reach out because my friends didn’t care that I was down, the list goes on. It was all an attack. As soon as some things were prayed against, bound, and cast back to the pits of hell my migraine started to release and as the day has progressed as let up and I am getting relief. Why write about all of this to you you might ask, well because it is a lesson in reaching out and asking for prayer. When you least feel loved by those around you is most likely when you should reach out to your friends. If Satan can separate us from each other and make us feel unloved and unlovable then he has succeeded at his goal. To steal, kill and destroy. That is what he wants more. The more he can make us not come together and keep us alone he can continue to fill us with lies and attack us and keep us down. Plus if he can get us feeling low enough we forget to pray and seek the Lord. He separates us from the one who gives us life. The one who speaks truth to us. So remember when you are feeling low to reach out and still seek the Lord and also reach out to your friends. They love you, despite what the devil and his demons try to tell you.

“Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you.” James 4:8

Xo, Becca