Life

Hi guys, so I’ve been really struggling and wrestling with exactly how and where I want this blog to go moving forward and it is so hard for me to know the exact path. Its hard to know how to take it forward when its hard to know the exact path for my own life but I have made some decisions and am kind of just letting go of exactly what I think it should look like and what God wants it to look like. I have this picture of perfection and comparison because I think that it should look just like another bloggers or someone else from Instagram and let me tell you I am far from all of that in real life. I am just an average person that God has given many talents to and use them and none of them are perfect or does God expect me to have them be perfect. So, I am going to push myself to write more often even when it is just a small thing or when it takes me a lot of time to write. Either of those could just be what is needed for that day. I don’t know what I need for the day anymore than I know what you need for the day, but God does, so I will just be more open to letting Him use me as a vessel to spread his love onto all of us. I struggle with comparison and am really trying to work through me just letting go of the imagine of what I think this should all look like, so please bear with me.

I recently decided to leave my job, and currently not really looking for a new one. I am actually taking on some more volunteer opportunities. I am really excited for this new path. I love when I can see God really working in someone’s life; especially new christian. I will still be at the food pantry that I volunteer at once a month and am also on the board of directors there as well. I have just expanded my time working in a facility that feeds not only the stomachs of those who have and are struggling with addiction but also feeds the souls of those who step through the doors. I just feel like it a season of servitude for me right now, which really is where my heart is. I am also hoping during this time and season I can also be working on more writing and pursuing some of the other interests as well. I will be somewhat more active on IG but also do not want that to take all my time either. There seems to be a fine line between some presence and completely engulfed. So I will be trying very hard to balance it all. I also have a huge stack of books I want to make it through before December. I am trying to limit my tv time and so reading helps with that. I do have some cooler weather camping trips planned. Some with the kiddos some without. We are going to take our Yukon out next week and see if we can handle camping out of that for a few nights as it gives us another way to camp and travel. I would love to know some of your favorite books or camping spots.

I hope you all have a wonderful day my friends,

XOXO, Becca